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12:01 am
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stay away boy
Is this close to being over or just the beginning? I hope its just the beginning.......
Current Music: hit them in the heart
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01:14 pm
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Look for me in your local record store.....
Well The Forecast have a new cd coming out on may 30. This cd is definately gonna turn some heads, in a good way. If you look on the front cover u might see a familiar person. Thats cuz i am the cowboy on the front. Both cowboys to be exact.
Current Music: red as the moon
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12:22 am
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IVE BEEN FORKED
as most of you already know i have a relatively new lovely gf. her name is courtney a.k.a fork. theres is something about her that always makes me happy. i mean cmon, ever since ive been with her ive been smiling non stop. it might be her sense of humor, her beatiful face, the way she holds me, kisses me, or maybe how shes just a silly kid. but im positive its all of the above and more, a whole lot more. you have all seen us together, we cant let go of eachother. my friends all like her which is a huge thing for me. i could go on and on about how amazing she is. i dont think ive been this happy ever in my life. and honestly........i hope this feeling never ends. WOWZERS!!!!
Current Mood: i kneed you!!!!!!
Current Music: relient k
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03:02 pm
[Link] | i used to hate it when it rained.........but recently ive been enjoying it.
Current Music: plus 44
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04:16 am
[Link] | looked at a house today.
it was an awesome 7 bedroom house.
we will most likely be getting it next week.
hung out with fork, rob, dan, zuzu, lindsey, krystin with a y, grabb, wilson and blasco at OC and at richards. ran into atomic and rad jose at richards.
good night in the end.
how was your night??
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: midtown
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03:08 am
[Link] | whats new with me
-new job
-19.00 an hour.....fuck ya bitch
-my friend sean rocks....hes a freak on the dance floor too
-cut my hair
-the forecast are in the studio......cant wait to here there new shit
-wish the forecast were back in town
-gonna get some tattoos
-will be moving out in march
-going to bed
-night everyone
Current Music: were not gonna take it
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06:08 pm
[Link] | BARE WITH ME ON THIS ENTRY, ITS A LONG ONE.....
SOOOOO..... im single now and have been for a little over 2 months, but havent posted since then. a lot of you probably thought emily and i would get married and always be together. that wont be the case. after 4 1/2 years of being with her, this last year was completely different than the rest. everything wasnt always as good as they were in the past. we'd argue for weeks and then be fine and that would happen over and over. i tried to fight it but after a while i started losing interest in her, mainly because she wasnt willing to fix anything. i realized i could find someone better and more like me.
it took about 3 months for me to break up with her cause i was indecisive, confused, angry, sad and wasnt really acting myself. but i finally did it and im glad it happened. the funny thing is she calls me more now than she did. i havent seen her since we broke up but we have talked on the phone. i dont plan on seeing her either cause i know she will most likely try to rape me, but it wont work, cause im strong like that.lol im not gonna hang out with her just to have sex like she would want to. im not the type of person. shes the only girl ive had sex with until now. and hopefully there will only be 1 more person(female that is) added to the list. im not down with getting with random girls, its just not me. it has to be someone special for me. im weird but thats fine with me.
as for now i wanna be single and just be with my friends and meet some new ones along the way. ive stuck with the not drinking anymore except for 1 night.
there is actually one girl who i am interested in at this time but......its a long story and weird one. it will most likely not work out, but if it did id be very happy and a lucky guy. i know she has no idea about this either.
i want a girl that is/likes/likes to:
-music
-going to shows(chicago, st. louis, iowa city or anywhere thats worth driving)
-chicago in general
-doesnt mind that by band sucks sometimes
-being with family
-being lazy
-to have fun
-my friends and hanging out with them
-just being with me no matter what were doing
-driving around for no reason
-not afraid to tell me whats on her mind
-barnes and nobles
-movies
-starbucks
-thrift stores
-doesnt care how i dress
-that my hair is ugly
-to enjoy the weather
-to travel
if you or anyone you know fits this list then tell me. i would just like to hang out with someone like this. i know its a long shot but its worth it. well if you read the whole thing i have one thing to say, thanks. and also if you read the whole thing you should post a comment that says "Your New Aesthetic" and whatever other comment you would like. then i know who read the whole thing. there will be a few of you who read it and dont post it cause you will be like "oh no i dont want nate to know i read this" or "im too cool for this." also the word you are typing is a song by jimmy eat world for all of you non scenesters out there. im out.
if any of you out there who are home from college now and want to hang out let me know. we will plan out a great night. heck we can even call it a date, even for the guys. oh yeah baby.
SOME SHAMELESS BAND PROMOTION. COME TO THIS SHOW. IT WILL SELL OUT. DO IT FOR ME.
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: armor for sleep
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11:37 pm
[Link] | well just got home from practice. ive worked everyday this week from 6am till 1pm. Its wore me out. Shannon is havin a cookout tomorrow before her and the rest of the forecast head back out on tour for another who knows how many months. it must be great to be signed by a nice label. we have a lot of shows in the next few months. we have a show or 2 every week until early december. mainly in central illinois, chicago and st. louis. We have a halloween show next friday Oct. 28 at pizza works with blame twilight and geisert 8 band. our friends the december drive from texas had to cancel cause of van problems. the show is a halloween show so everyone should dress up. plus u save a dollar. $5 or $4 w/costume. Then the week after that we have a show on nov. 5 in chicago. i plan on going up nov. 4 to a show. not sure if i wanna see the spitalfield show or the october fall......ive decided now. im gonna go to the spitalvield show. its there anniversary show with a shit load of good bands. i can see october fall some other time. i also want to see the hush sound, somerset and down to earth approach again. its been a while. now gotta see if anyone is goin with me. thats always the trouble, tryin to find someone to go with. im sure i can get sean to go. i told the band we should just go up a day early but they all werent down with that. oh well ill end up there somehow i hope. anyone have any big plans for tomorrow night. i wanna do something fun and new. ive also quit drinking. seeing that i havent drank in a while anways. it does nothing and cost too much money. i have just as much fun when im sober and other people are drunk. i just make fun of them instead. ill still hang out with people who are drinking but i wont be one of them. ill just stick with my water.
****feel free to call me. if u dont know my number and want it just ask.**** dont be scurred.
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: tbs - this photograph is proof
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03:44 pm
[Link] | Wow, may was the last time i updated. well since then i have been working 2 jobs, playing shows with the band and have also been on tour since then, sleeping, hanging out with my friends, drove around for hours listening to music and going to shows. so basically im a scene kid, u happy i admit it. geeez ill be updating more often, just like i said in the past. now its shower time.
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03:30 am
[Link] | im drunk
im tired
im goin to bed.
the end................
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02:26 am
[Link] | i also just changed the 2 pictures of myself on the user info page, so go check them out. they are different live shots now. I SAID GO!!!!!
Current Music: what do u think
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01:44 am
[Link] | havent updated in a while. but then again theres nothin to update about. i do the same random things over and over work, gf, sleep, band, drink, hang out, ride and that pretty much covers it. just got home from skylars house, me, skylar, jill, chris, shima, and ann watched "The Astronauts Wife" with mr. fuckin johnny depp himself. none of us had ever seen the movie before and it was pretty good despite a little weird. tommorrow me, nipples and ty are goin to go ride at farmdale so it should be a good time, then hang out with the gf the rest of the day.
next friday im gonna go see fall out boy, motion city soundtrack, the academy is and october fall. ive seen them all except october fall. ive been listening to there music online since bout december of 04 but they are from chicago so i never get a chance to see them. i need to buy there cd off there website. i think they are a great band and listen to them at home nonstop. check them out at
www.myspace.com/octoberfallband or www.purevolume.com/octoberfall
hopefully i will book them for a show down here soon. blasco is wanting to go get food, so thats where im heading. food will lure me anywhere, so will anything having to do with music............oh yeah and sex and money. enough of my nonsense.
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: october fall
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03:01 am
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after 2 months of nothing
after 2 months of nothing, i will now update this thing. who knows maybe ill even do this more often. The Charter North(my band) had another show over the weekend. it went really fuckin well. there was about 150-200 people at the show. we have finally finished recording our EP and it has been sent out to get pressed and should be back in a few weeks. we also have t-shirts now. 2 to be exact. a black one and a green one. our next show is March 5th at Pizza Works. it was suppose to be our cd release/tour sendoff show but i dont think our cd's will be back by then. Tour??? Thats right, we are going on tour to the east. we will be gone in March to rock out on the east coast. i cant wait, we had to buy a trailer to haul all of our shit. our friends in the forecast have gotten signed by a major label. i cant say who, but congratulations to them. i dont know when they are gonna announce it, but hopefully soon. after we get back from tour we will just be playing shows in illinois and the surrounding states. we already have 2 shows in indiana lined up and i will be setting up a few more most likely at Bradley University. hopefully we can get some good bands to play here like October Fall, Motion City Soundtrack and others that we have talked about doing. oh well off to dennys with rob.
Current Music: October Fall
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05:53 pm
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this shouldn't be missed...........
Current Music: the forecast
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05:49 pm
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02:27 pm
[Link] | last night i went to rad jose's. i didnt know what to expect of the show/party, but after i left i realized it was the best show/party i had been to in a while. he needs to have more of them. hung out met some people like ragoon, julian fry, cherry bomb, fluxx=rad, bracelets macgee, lefty, atomic lemonade??, dig dug, too pussy for an earring and many many more. i think the neighbors got a little pissed, cause i guess they woke up from the music. all in all it was a great fuckin night. now i am off to jareds house so he can fix some electrical problem in my bass. then a hockey game at 4:30. tomorrow im goin to davenport, IA to see fall out boy and armor for sleep. fuck yea. this is fat larry signing out.
Current Music: kill o watts - all systems go & video killed the radio star
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01:48 pm
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warped tour wednesday
all ive dont lately is work, work, work. but i did get to go to warped tour in st. louis on wednesday with some friends. it was fuckin great. saw a few of my favorite bands like matchbook romance, avenged sevenfold, underoath, story of the year, hidden in plain view, yellowcard, new found glory, tiger army, the casualties, rise against and a shit load more. the place was packed and it was around 100 degrees outside. girls were passing out left and right. bought a lot of shirts and cds. everything is cheaper there since u buy the item at cost price instead of from an actual store. met some of the guys from allister, matchbook romance, hidden in plain view, stars hide fire and more. all in all it was a great fuckin day. im debating if im gonna go to the warped tour in chicago which is on saturday(tomorrow). on the way down there we stopped at the famous rock n roll hardees in springfield. we got some connections down there for our band. a band that was playing warped tour called code 415 is talkin to us bout playing shows with them. we need to finish recording our cd and we will be ready to hit the road. this time the band is more serious. one of the guys is buying a van and a covered trailer. we are already setting up a 2 week tour for december. hopefully we can find another band that wouldnt mind touring with us. in a couple weeks some friends and i are goin to chicago for 5 days. gonna go to six flags, some are goin to ozzfest but im not sure if im gonna go to it. it should be fun no matter what. ive been saving some money for the trip, but i keep spending most of it. i keep buy new guitars and amps. this year i think ive spent close to $3,000 on new equipment, and half of it i probably dont even need. i need to sell my bass head and my bass cabinets so i can buy an ampeg svt-pro and an ampeg 8X10. so if you know anyone lookin to buy some guitars or amps, i might be lookin to sell a few things. well im off to go record some guitar and bass tracks for the new cd and then go swimming.
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: matchbook romance - the greatest fall
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09:42 pm
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Havent updated in a while, been too busy. I work almost everday from 6 a.m. to 1 p.m.. besides that i have just been hangine out with malin, phil, tre, lang and rob. today i went and picked up blasco and then we went to springfield. springfield kicks ass. we went to SHAKEYS, yes i said SHAKEYS. there used to be one here next to steak n shake on university where the chinese place is now. then we went to the mall and blasco bought some clothes. went to goodwill and i bought an AIR cd. there a french band, real mellow music. blasco was goin nuts over this t-shirt he bought and a nba classics video. we have decided that we need to move to springfield. ive thought about it before, cause ive checked out robert morris college and i will probably go there after icc. ive talked to the hockey coach, and he basically told me that i have a spot on the team down there. well im off to go skating downtown. hopefully i want get hassled by the police or get arrested.
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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03:39 pm
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Take The Test!
Take The Test!
DAMMIT I AM RED FRAGGLE. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Current Music: armor for sleep - full throttle
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04:06 pm
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whoooa
havent updated in almost a month. nothin has changed much other that i am now 1 year older than i was last time i posted. have been playing a lot of frisbee golf, gamecube, and goin to the skatepark. i haven't been to a skatepark in a few years not since me and mike wilson stopped skating cause we sucked. but in the last few weeks that ive been going ive learned twice as many tricks as i knew when i first starting skating. frisbee golf is the same ol same ol, but im trying to get people to play at the park in morton. its a lot harder than bradley park. went real golfing friday with chris, and blasco. damn those are some fun times. blasco actually did pretty damn good since the last time i saw him play and considering that he's only played about 4 times is entire life. i want to go to the sno-core tour this wed. with trapt, smile empty soul, finger eleven, and strata but have no one to go with so will probably have to miss it. and the junior varsity are playing friday night which i cant go to cause i have to work all night. they are one fucking great band. if you've never heard of them then go to http://www.thejuniorvarsity.com and check out some of there songs. now the good new is since i cant see those 2 shows, i will be goin to see yellowcard and something corporate at eastern illinois university. blasco is getting the tickets since there only 8$ for students. and finally, school is almost fuckin over. i think there less than a month left, but i am taking some summer classes so that doesnt make anything better. i also need to find a summer job since this is the last week that H & R BLOCK will be open, so if you know of one let me know.
Current Music: matchbook romance - my eyes burn
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